.. you walked in and oops-a-daisy! (From Beauty and the Beast if you didn’t recognize it)
But yes, I feel totally flabby, fat and lazy .. and its been getting worse for the past .. eh .. year?? Ever since we moved here, I’ve stopped eating healthy, working out, and I’m constantly tired. I’m not getting projects done, and have no motivation for anything really. And now .. I’m totally sick of it. I ended up in a few pictures from Ella & Halle’s play date this weekend .. and I wasn’t happy with what I saw! UGH! So here I am .. making a public announcement .. that I am going to get back into shape.
Why take it public? Well I have a tendency to stick with it if I think people might have read that I am trying. I’m more motivated to not let other people down, then myself. Does that make sense? Basically I can’t do it for myself, I need the illusion that somebody else will be let down if I fail. Probably why the personal trainer worked well last time.
Anyways this time I’m doing it on my own .. small goals to get me back in a habit .. This week I intend to do 30 min of cardio at least 3 times a week. Not a very big goal .. I just need to get my butt to the gym. Plus if I make it more then 3 times, go me! I’ve had a gym membership for 3 months and haven’t set foot in it since I joined! I also have a membership to ediets, so all my diet/foods will come from there. I’m not too concerned with the diet for first 2 weeks, I just want to get back on a good schedule. Once my energy levels pick up, the cooking/preparing meals will be much easier to handle.
So today, I plan on having dinner ready by 5pm (yes I’m killing time at the moment) .. its not healthy, just using up the velveeta shells and cheese that Liz left behind, but at least I’m cooking. And it’ll have broccoli and chicken in it. Then I hope to get to the gym around 7, and swing by Publix to pick up tomorrow’s groceries. I’ll let you know tomorrow if I stick to it.